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[09 Oct 2004|10:11am] |
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No not the movie,im talkin about friday,varsity football,under the lights.So embarrassed we lost 0-70 but i had fun though joe(I kissed him on the cheek) talked to me and that gummy bear corey was like 3 seats behind us(damn loser)but yeah ,this guy named Ryan gave me his shirt and now melissa(his ex)and sarah(shes so kool)think i like him.I would never date my friends ex thats wrong, and even if he wasnt i still wouldnt and the whole time we'er there people are tellin us hey "quit cussin and yellin so loud theres kids here"(WTF)dude who brings kids to a high school football game anyway?.Our Jordan Panthers fumble the ball,drop the ball enough times and manage to get a safety(WTF)I missed Lucas Black for that?!?.And on our way home after dropin Ron off(Iloveyouiloveyou)lol inside joke,these girls see sarah and melissa holding hands(there not GAY)and like yell rude and nasty stuff at us and throw a glass bottle at us,i feel like so bad for ppl who really are "that way" because they go through that everyday.I'm black and still have never experience anything like that ever dude,like this is like the worst day and time to be "different" be ppl think everybody wears a head scarf is a terrorist i wish the world more open minded (like me) well i better go nothin more to say except...."LETS GO DEFENSE,LETS GO"!!!!!
LOL Always,
MuLiShA miSSy
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| Home is where your friends are when there not at school... |
[30 Sep 2004|02:18pm] |
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Sarah wasn't at school today (title) i was so bummed dude never felt like that before, guess its because shes also on MY list of "people i REALLY care about"*smile* I'm stuffin my face with crackers as i write this,which brings a name to my mind (no not jake lol)Corey yeah the guy who sits in the last seat of our row(ewwww my dog just farted LOOOOOOL)but yeah he's cute and kinda,hell really funny and i never though i'd be attracted to a guy like him but i am so yeah.(but just like every other boy i like,im probley not his type)o well on a lighter note i was strange my arm was hurting and when i read Sarah's live journal the last sentence it stopped hurting (a little)I think sarahs a mystical arm healer lol, O yeah matt sounds cute on the phone*giggles*
Always,
MuLisHA miSSy
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[29 Sep 2004|05:23pm] |
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Dude i wish i could take back that day when you walk over and i was standing there.
Take back the my 6th and 7th grade year i would have pay'd even less attention to you.
Take back every love song i ever heard and though of you.Take back every song i wrote with you in mind.
Take back the though that ran through my mind that maybe if i changed everything about me YOU would like me more.
Take back the time i first ask'd your name and the first time,your name rolled off my tonuge.
I wish i could go back and never listen to that band you liked and learned every word because i thought it would make a difference.
I wish i could have took back the "he's cute" and addin on to your ego.
But you know what i really wish I could do?Go back to the simpler days before I re-met you.
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| I wanna live,I wanna laugh,I wanna love |
[28 Sep 2004|06:51pm] |
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YOU KNOW GHETTO BLACK PPL MUSIC |
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Dude im a gurl im gonna swoon over guys its my job(so why does it bother u?)IM GONNA love,live and feel,want,need AND i like need hugs and kisses,im a sucker for a pretty face.Im not a stoker and im not LAME i know wat i like and wat i like is him so get over it and accept.it its not like were ever gonna go out,get old,and make babys,im not even his type,he has a gurl and doesnt even know i like him so what harm am i doin(NONE) so just let me be.who knew his name and fav. band were common phases used in MY everyday life.Dude i promise i wont bite him or rub him the wrong way but i dont understand how i could do that on aCCOUNT WE DONT EVEN TALK!!! dude im so upset right now i just dont wanna be bothered AT ALL later.And if i dont anwser the first 5 rings i might be busy stoking someone y0U know that loser lame white kid name.........
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[26 Sep 2004|11:19am] |
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T.B.S- a DECadE UnDer tHe inFLuenCe |
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SARAH I NEED NEW PIC'S FOR MY COMPUTER SO YOUR GONNA HAVE TO GET YOUR CAMERA,LOAD IT WITH FILM AND ON OCT.13 TAKE PICS OF ME IN RANDOM PLACES(not to random)BUT YEAH DUDE IM SICK OF LOOKIN AT THAT STUDIO PIC OF ME WITH ORANGE HAIR(boring)SO YEAH YOU BE READY.NATE ADAMS WON BACK TO BACK GOLD AT THE GRAVITY GAMES(im gonna marry him i swear)SEE WHEN IM 20 HE'S GONNA BE 25 (need i say more?)BUT YEAH ALL I HAVE TO BE IS AT THE RIGHT PLACE AT THE RIGHT(dude im startin to sound like a groupie....ewwww!!!!)WELL I BETTER GO NOTHIN ELSE TO TALK ABOUT.O YEAH AT 5:00 ON CBS DEEGS AND THE BOYS ARE GONNA BE ON YOU BETTER WATCH!!!!
ALAWAYS MuLisHA miSSy
P.S-IM NOT YELLIN I JUST LIKE TO WRITE IN CAPS*SMILE*
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| I have A date tommorrw.... |
[24 Sep 2004|03:36pm] |
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The kILLers-sOMebODy tOLd mE |
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O'man I cant wait.The thing is,its a blind date and I dont know who it is and the gurl(sArah)doesnt know who the guy is because her blind date is bringin him and well she told him wat kinda guys I like and he said that he would have to see which makes me think that im not really even going because wat if he cant find the right guy? *deep breath* OMG who watched the gravity games last night?(I DID)Nate Adams AND bRIAN dEEGAN were there AND Jason Ellis was on the mic,dude im thinkin to myself(yes even I think)today must be my birthday but after having a talk with my mother and having a look at my birth certificate(which sates I was born Oct.13) I realized today must just be my day.Well nothin more to say,I just hope the guy I'm with likes to have fun and is ready for anything.
Always
Mulisha Missy
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| The Party's Over... |
[16 Sep 2004|08:40pm] |
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I need time to myself away from people.I dont know why,I thought that maybe surroundin myself with people would help but nope,it just made me miss the quite more I need an off day to sleep and dream and think and worry(I do a lot of that)I care to much wat other people think of me,I wanna have it all but at the same time im not real committed in working to get it.I got stepped on like 10 times today when I speak I feel people dont listen like im not even real,like im so doll made to cheer everybody else up(wat about my feelings?).I dont know wat I want,I mean I do,I just cant explain it.I know wat I want and because of this im trained to decline everything else.I just wish I knew why I felt this way,maybe its because im grownin up and school started back who knows,but I do know this,I want wat I cant have and dont need and I also dont wanna be miss perfect but I dont wanna be just "another other" DUDE,I NEED A BOYFRINED.....
P.S and the sad part is you would never know I felt this way because im always so happy.....or am I?
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| IM BACK.... |
[14 Sep 2004|04:42pm] |
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sorry i havent wrote in like 5 years but my computer was sick and had to go to the doc and now its all better cant wait to tell you how my weeks have been i even wrote a song wow.
Later
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| "Your Perfect..... |
[15 Aug 2004|10:46pm] |
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Today like 2 hours ago I was talkin to this guy I hadent talked to in like 10 months he tells me that he miss talkin to me because we use to have the best convo's and that im perfect(it took all of me not laugh)Im like go die somewhere fast,dudes sometimes make me sick and then he goes I was dating this gurl and all she wanted was sex and she wanted to marry him after only 3 months(lol the first thing that came to mind was britney spears lol)and he was like I just wasnt feeling her like I was you(umm....to bad)and the funny thing is he says its almost funny how we have the same things in common(yeah.....right)When will the perfect guy(a mix between brian deegan,mat hoffman,and jason ellis)come along*sigh* well if you find him tell him my name and give him my number.Im out
Always-MuLiSHA miSSy
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